this longing...this ache...

My heart aches from within as its missing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch you,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
You are the one I love so much.
It feels good to know that you miss me too,
But I cant stand this longing anymore.
I am longng….
to hear the sound of you breath,
to see you walk up to me, and embrace me.

I am longing….
to just be with the one who sent my heart reeling,
and brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone tonight,
And pray that you come back soon.

I've always shared mt thoughts and feelings with you,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I will find someone who was just meant for me.

I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one more month of longing. :( :( :(
If I had to make a wish, I'd never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
And though I cannot be with you as we are now apart,
My Love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.

Come bak soon, luv ya.

I just realised....

I was thinking yesterday that there shud be a perfect angel in me who works away without a word of complaint, making no mistakes and with everything going perfectly to plan. I doubt anyone can claim perfection every day. But then I realised that I am as flawed as the next person. I have things I don’t like doing, I make mistakes. This is just my version of simple living.
There are days when I don't feel like doing certain things and only do it because I push myself for . I could easily do them or simply leave the mess for another day. I am not perfect.

I make mistakes and forget or refuse to do things. Some things are difficult for me to do and sometimes I'm lazy ... That is okay – I am not the ideal. I’m just here writing about what I do. And while I hope that some of what I write is used to modify fragmented and stress-filled lives, if you’ve got your own version of a simple life or are working towards it, own it, respect it and be proud that you’ve made a custom built life.
A lot of my life is wonderful and even on the bad days I wouldn't change one second of it for any other kind of life, but I do make mistakes; I am not perfect.

I am just one ordinary gal who is making it up as I go. I make my own rules, and break them too, but I always try to live according to my values. I try to make what I do as easy as I can and while I thoroughly enjoy all the positive outcomes of my work, I gladly accept the negatives too. Life's like that. So if you're struggling with your life and if it's not the way you want it to be every day, accept that as part of living. Always try to be your best, but don't expect perfection.